My daughter is in her first year of High School. She was in a very small, sweet school from Kindergarten though 8th grade and has now entered what we know as the real world. This has been a confronting experience so far and it's been very enlightening for me. I have been thinking a lot about fear. I am witnessing her stepping up to a new level and having to take on new responsibilities and to learn to juggle, to organize and to take tests. There were no tests in her previous school. There was no sense of external authority. Life was all about deeper connection, contemplation and working in groups. Big shift.
I feel it is my deep responsibly to support her though this transition partially because I love her more than anything and also because I want her to connect to a deep internal authority that drives her to show up for all of the right reasons. She had a challenging situation come up last week and so desperately wanted to run away. I so know that feeling. She rose to the challenge and moved through it knowing that she is capable and strong.
I am sharing this situation with my daughter because while on one of our many car rides we ended up having a conversation in a calm moment as we often do in the car that made me see myself more clearly too. I was talking to her about being present in the face of fear. When we feel fear we feel it in our body. Our nervous system responds and often we unconsciously react. I was talking to her about how in those moments when we feel those feelings it's so important to be still, breathe, feel the feelings and then show up for ourselves. I felt a wave of emotion because it hit me hard that I had checked out most of my younger life. I did show up to a certain degree but didn't truly feel my presence and power and certainly didn't reach my potential. I was sort of there but not there. It is my mission in my life now to show up. To bring myself fully in. To feel the fear and do it anyway and to support my daughter in doing the same.
My car ride conversations with my daughter are a blessing to both of us. Those moments of presence and connection are so meaningful and heartfelt. They are so vulnerable and real. That's what lies beyond the fear...so much growth and love.
My daughter is in her first year of High School. She was in a very small, sweet school from Kindergarten though 8th grade and has now entered what we know as the real world. This has been a confronting experience so far and it's been very enlightening for me. I have been thinking a lot about fear. I am witnessing her stepping up to a new level and having to take on new responsibilities and to learn to juggle, to organize and to take tests. There were no tests in her previous school. There was…
My daughter is in her first year of High School. She was in a very small, sweet school from Kindergarten though 8th grade and has now entered what we know as the real world. This has been a confronting experience so far and it's been very enlightening for me. I have been thinking a lot about fear. I am witnessing her stepping up to a new level and having to take on new responsibilities and to learn to juggle, to organize and to take tests. There were no tests in her previous school. There was no sense of external authority. Life was all about deeper connection, contemplation and working in groups. Big shift.
I feel it is my deep responsibly to support her though this transition partially because I love her more than anything and also because I want her to connect to a deep internal authority that drives her to show up for all of the right reasons. She had a challenging situation come up last week and so desperately wanted to run away. I so know that feeling. She rose to the challenge and moved through it knowing that she is capable and strong.
I am sharing this situation with my daughter because while on one of our many car rides we ended up having a conversation in a calm moment as we often do in the car that made me see myself more clearly too. I was talking to her about being present in the face of fear. When we feel fear we feel it in our body. Our nervous system responds and often we unconsciously react. I was talking to her about how in those moments when we feel those feelings it's so important to be still, breathe, feel the feelings and then show up for ourselves. I felt a wave of emotion because it hit me hard that I had checked out most of my younger life. I did show up to a certain degree but didn't truly feel my presence and power and certainly didn't reach my potential. I was sort of there but not there. It is my mission in my life now to show up. To bring myself fully in. To feel the fear and do it anyway and to support my daughter in doing the same.
My car ride conversations with my daughter are a blessing to both of us. Those moments of presence and connection are so meaningful and heartfelt. They are so vulnerable and real. That's what lies beyond the fear...so much growth and love.
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